Hey guys, Cdog here. It has been quite the week for me personally. While I released only one video, "A Matter of Confessions", personally it was dramatic. You are already well aware of what I did Wednesday the 26th, which by now seemed like forever. But the reason I am still talking about it now is the lasting effect of it. If you watched and stuck around Friday's video I uploaded then you would have seen me talking about it at the end. Well not "see" me, hear me more like it. If you didn't stay around or end up watching it or even read the piece, essentially I expressed my original fear in doing so. Now I can be reluctant in actions and a bit shy as well because I don't want to mess anything up. That corresponds to create a fear of failure for me. So obviously whenever it came to the time to admit this to her, I was scared. That was a bold move that I have done and I probably wouldn't have been able to do it months back whenever I first realized my apparent interest in her. Now some of the things I said weren't things I stated at the end of the video, but perhaps I'll address it vocally on an update video. Speaking of those, I haven't really got around to any of them. It was precisely two months ago today whenever I last released one. This blog is pretty much the best place for updates. Other than that, I kind of wanted to reinforce what I did over the past week. I hope you go and see the video I uploaded Friday to know for sure what has been going on. Expect some more videos this week though. Until then, goodbye.
~Cdog
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