Hey guys Cdog here. In this post, I have a bit of a lowish tone, for I've been feeling upset the past few days. That is why you haven't been seeing much Outlast or what I wanted to do so far this weekend. This whole thing is about my situation with the girl I like, which you know from my writings as Maura. The thing is, recently I've been having to learn how tough love can get. Before I didn't see it as a thing in which is breaking, but honestly I have felt a bit broken from what's been happening. There is just one thing I need to do: wait. We're both in marching band, and next year I'm entering my 2nd year of band whenever I'm going to be a sophomore next year, as freshman year ends on Friday May 23. She's going to be a junior. It really is tough, so because of this I probably won't get much videos on the channel since this has started to take effect on me. Let's just hope by summer's end we really get to know each other. That is what I wanted this week; this week I started to text her since I finally got her number but it hasn't been pleasing the past few days. I probably won't even exit through my usual outro, but if you are also interested I wrote a poem last week called Visions. I wrote this after finishing Outlast Whistleblower last Saturday night, and it reveals what I sometimes think in my head and also what I desire most with Maura. I have been feeling pretty upset with this, so I guess once it gets better, I can possibly write more on it. You can find the poem in the writings page. Goodbye.
~Cdog
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