A New Writing: Push and Pull

Hey guys Cdog here with another piece of literature. This one is called Push and Pull, and the basic premise of it is the constant struggle I have between the "web" I caught in with the girl I like, Maura, and the girl who likes me, Alexa. Now let me get this straight, I felt compelled to write this since I just got back from Kennywood literally half and hour ago when I'm writing this, and I felt like I was in the madhouse. Alexa is creepily attached to me, while I'm attracted to Maura, and the ironic thing is, they are both best friends. Can you imagine that situation? You are trying to get to know a girl you like, while at the same time have her friend who likes you try her very best with you, and not trying to make her cry. This explains my struggle. Alexa and her family make me feel like I'm in the madhouse, while being with Maura completes me and makes me feel happy. At the same time, someone else pulls her away. So this is the conflict: I'm trying to know Maura, while someone is pulling her away, while at the same time, I'm being pulled away by Alexa. So yes, push and pull. Just read it; it may not be the best, it may sound like I'm crazy, because I am. All due respect to Alexa if she is reading this. I will NOT put this on YouTube though. Goodbye.

~Cdog (sorry for sounding crazy, I literally am!)

A New Writing: Nighttime

Hey guys, Cdog here. Today I got around to writing a new piece that I call Nighttime. Essentially what this short story tells is of my experiences walking down my neighborhood at night. The past couple nights I started to take walks around my neighborhood around midnight or so. It stared midnight Saturday morning whenever I got angry playing Project Ares, so I decided to clear my mind taking a walk around my neighborhood. I did it later that night, and now it is just routine. Last night's walk was powerful, and it shaped the way this story goes. I was upset last night after the band banquet I just went to, whenever I felt I took a step backwards towards where I wanted to be with Maura that night. If you read it you may also notice the motif of a certain bright star in the sky. Whenever I looked above to see all the starts last night, I could always see this one star that catches my attention. It was bright and blue, and perhaps it was Sirius but I'm not sure. That one star reminded me of Maura. The cloudy skies also represent my first night walk. Just read it yourself for the magic. I will get around to posting this on YouTube as well, so get ready for that. Until then, goodbye!

Check out the new writing in the Writings page!

~Cdog

This Week...

Hey guys Cdog here. In this post, I have a bit of a lowish tone, for I've been feeling upset the past few days. That is why you haven't been seeing much Outlast or what I wanted to do so far this weekend. This whole thing is about my situation with the girl I like, which you know from my writings as Maura. The thing is, recently I've been having to learn how tough love can get. Before I didn't see it as a thing in which is breaking, but honestly I have felt a bit broken from what's been happening. There is just one thing I need to do: wait. We're both in marching band, and next year I'm entering my 2nd year of band whenever I'm going to be a sophomore next year, as freshman year ends on Friday May 23. She's going to be a junior. It really is tough, so because of this I probably won't get much videos on the channel since this has started to take effect on me. Let's just hope by summer's end we really get to know each other. That is what I wanted this week; this week I started to text her since I finally got her number but it hasn't been pleasing the past few days. I probably won't even exit through my usual outro, but if you are also interested I wrote a poem last week called Visions. I wrote this after finishing Outlast Whistleblower last Saturday night, and it reveals what I sometimes think in my head and also what I desire most with Maura. I have been feeling pretty upset with this, so I guess once it gets better, I can possibly write more on it. You can find the poem in the writings page. Goodbye.

~Cdog

Perhaps Some Horror

Hey guys Cdog here. If you didn't notice, I've been uploading Outlast Whistleblower in which I played and beat last weekend. I enjoyed that game, so I kinda felt like doing more good horror I could find, possibly over the weekend. Other than that, I still do have a few more parts to upload for Outlast; there's 7 parts in total, in which viewer discretion is advised in the end of part 6 and beginning of part 7. These two parts are the first parts in which it is certainly not PG or even PG-13, in which I try to keep my channel as PG as possible. So just a warning. Until then, goodbye!

~Cdog

Upcoming for the Week of May 4

Hey guys, Cdog here. I hope to be finally getting some videos out this week, but no promises as I usually don't end up pulling through. Anyway, I still have some prerecorded stuff from March to share in which I made with friends, so I hope to be uploading them soon. Other than that, at some point, I hope to make another writing video sharing my experiences from my freshman year. This was just a short little post of what's to come soon, while the writing may not happen for a few weeks. But this week, at least, there will be Project Ares until I get around to making new stuff perhaps on my server. Until then, goodbye!

~Cdog